Assholeness

Life is only what you make of it

If your going to be a ass

Act like a ass

 

You life will be filled with unwanted assholeness
 

Happy Mothers day to me

I used to be torn and ripped apart

Self esteem was non existent.

Bipolar Dark and Scary?

Living with bipolar is all dark and scary. Sure, I have very frightening days where I can't understand why my emotions are so heightened. In the most random of times the smallest of triggers could cause me to get lost in the darkness.

When I'm in the darkness and I'm very confused and very frustrated I often need to verbal support from the people I love and if I don't seek the support, I can get sick really fast.

If you are a person in recovery you need a person in your life that won't judge you and, that will listen to what you have to say but just mostly listen and you'll figure it out as you are speaking you also need this person to distract you from the way you are thinking id talking about isn't working.

When I am done and, I have understood or just forgotten how I was feeling, life turns into a okay thing and very bearable.

My life isn't just about being A recovering person, my life is always filled with happiness I'm surrounded by positive wise strong people who are at my need at any moment which helps me become more stable everyday.

there's so much hope for any person like myself you just really have to want it, and start having move of a understanding of your recovery the more you educate yourself about yourself.

No Longer Left Unsaid!

                                                      I say the things no one says.

                                                         Normal folk call it crazy,

                                                   Im never fazed! I call them Lazy!

                                                     Im never affaird always strong.

                                          I've been hiding in the dark for to fucking long!



                                   Take your stright Jackets and Shove them up your ass.

                               Take your cruel unnessary words, and toss them in the trash.

                                                           Im done with you shit.

                                                         Im a dimond in the rough.

                                                         You won't label me unfit.

Missunderstood for being tough.

Emilie Autumn

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HsJhFeqLvwg&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Couldn't of said it better myself

Trapped within

I'll always be the little creepy sad girl standing away from everyone else, I'm alright with that because I understand that no one understands the misunderstood.



I don't need to built my walls because everyone as already built one around me away from them.

Nothing to see here!

You ignore my pain, you cannot feel the intensity of it.

 

 

 

This pain belongs to me, it gives me strength that you'll never know!