Monday, 27 May 2013
Sunday, 26 May 2013
Genuinely
I bought a Samsung tablet today, from my bestfriend Rosie. Thanks girl! The reason for my buying this was to blog as much ad I can , to reach out to anyone who needs reaching. I really want to be as open as I can be. This has opened a new door for my capabilities with my writing and reaching out, educating and learning as I go.
Its has been a hell of a drive my whole life, theirs been someone else pushing on the paddle sending me into in the wrong direction for a long time. Today I hold the stiering wheel, I choose not to let anything take control over me ever again.
I'm a fighter and I love fighting and standing strong along side the people I love, not in front or behind.
I do not think it's that from way away from me being fully confident and having a understanding of my self and how I want to be treated and how I sould treat others.
One recently learned that I was holding a grudge against a very nice hard wrong person that has no intention in hurting me or my family in any way, my greatest flaw is how I react to any form of critisum direct or indirect which brings out the strong advocate that always intensely restirs the pot to bring out Truths and strong beliefs.
As many readers can see, is that I'm a to honest of a person in which, can cause heart ache for my self and others.
I don't know of ill ever stop holding grudes against people who have caused harm to me or others, physically or mentally but all I can say is that the only people who have true meaning in my life are that ones who are patient with me and are very; humble, strong willed, honest people with genuine integrity.
For my friends abd family who are reading, all of you amaze me everyday with your strength, love you all.
Its has been a hell of a drive my whole life, theirs been someone else pushing on the paddle sending me into in the wrong direction for a long time. Today I hold the stiering wheel, I choose not to let anything take control over me ever again.
I'm a fighter and I love fighting and standing strong along side the people I love, not in front or behind.
I do not think it's that from way away from me being fully confident and having a understanding of my self and how I want to be treated and how I sould treat others.
One recently learned that I was holding a grudge against a very nice hard wrong person that has no intention in hurting me or my family in any way, my greatest flaw is how I react to any form of critisum direct or indirect which brings out the strong advocate that always intensely restirs the pot to bring out Truths and strong beliefs.
As many readers can see, is that I'm a to honest of a person in which, can cause heart ache for my self and others.
I don't know of ill ever stop holding grudes against people who have caused harm to me or others, physically or mentally but all I can say is that the only people who have true meaning in my life are that ones who are patient with me and are very; humble, strong willed, honest people with genuine integrity.
For my friends abd family who are reading, all of you amaze me everyday with your strength, love you all.
Thursday, 16 May 2013
Assholeness
Life is only what you make of it
If your going to be a ass
Act like a ass
You life will be filled with unwanted assholeness
Sunday, 12 May 2013
Tuesday, 7 May 2013
Bipolar Dark and Scary?
Living with bipolar is all dark and scary. Sure, I have very frightening days where I can't understand why my emotions are so heightened. In the most random of times the smallest of triggers could cause me to get lost in the darkness.
When I'm in the darkness and I'm very confused and very frustrated I often need to verbal support from the people I love and if I don't seek the support, I can get sick really fast.
If you are a person in recovery you need a person in your life that won't judge you and, that will listen to what you have to say but just mostly listen and you'll figure it out as you are speaking you also need this person to distract you from the way you are thinking id talking about isn't working.
When I am done and, I have understood or just forgotten how I was feeling, life turns into a okay thing and very bearable.
My life isn't just about being A recovering person, my life is always filled with happiness I'm surrounded by positive wise strong people who are at my need at any moment which helps me become more stable everyday.
there's so much hope for any person like myself you just really have to want it, and start having move of a understanding of your recovery the more you educate yourself about yourself.
When I'm in the darkness and I'm very confused and very frustrated I often need to verbal support from the people I love and if I don't seek the support, I can get sick really fast.
If you are a person in recovery you need a person in your life that won't judge you and, that will listen to what you have to say but just mostly listen and you'll figure it out as you are speaking you also need this person to distract you from the way you are thinking id talking about isn't working.
When I am done and, I have understood or just forgotten how I was feeling, life turns into a okay thing and very bearable.
My life isn't just about being A recovering person, my life is always filled with happiness I'm surrounded by positive wise strong people who are at my need at any moment which helps me become more stable everyday.
there's so much hope for any person like myself you just really have to want it, and start having move of a understanding of your recovery the more you educate yourself about yourself.
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